Thursday, November 08, 2007

lost

Have you ever felt lost?
It's when you don't know where you are, why you are there, how you got here, and where you are getting to from there.

Probably the only positive thing is, the actual knowledge that you are lost.

But is the knowledge of knowing you are lost, something good or something bad?

And since I know I am lost. What am I still doing?

LOST!

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Phew

Comfort zones are not comfort zones unless they are comfortable.
And why would anyone not like comfort zones since they are comfortable?
Oh yes. there are people in this world who actually like the challenge of changes.

Moving away from comfort zones are the most punishing periods for me.
Adaptation doesn't take quite that long as the mental process of knowing that change is going to take place. Which effectively mean I am paranoial.
Yupz. I am paranoid.

Welcome to my world.
It's where the thoughts of the mind play; to cause chaos to the emotions. Crazy as it all sounds, it actually happens.
Entertaining each thought and postulating each possibility. You would almost think I have nothing else better to do with my time and energy. At the end of the day, I will turn my thoughts to prepare for impending doom.

As I step into my lion's den, I miss my comfort zone lots... But the lions are lying low, minding their own business. I must say, phew...