Saturated

Sinking deeper and deeper into depression. It was the first in such a long time that I was so frustrated internally. And I just needed a reason to get stuff off my chest. Top it off with an immense lack of sleep, you definitely get one grouchy girl. I won't consider myself grouchy or difficult to please but for the last 3-4 hours I was seriously untouchable.

I bet this is accumulated. STRESS. ha. My psycho knowledge is put into good use. Yup I agree that stress just comes from me. Internally. Nobody made me feel that way. But Yeah... external factors causes the internal tension.

The one thing that kept my sanity this week was forbidden city. It was definitely a gift from not only Aunty Sally but from God. I just needed time off. And yes. It came. I enjoyed the company and the show so much. As usual, muscials and stage productions always bring back this nostalgic feeling. Its causing me to think and feel a little too much.

I definitely was looking forward to catching "Devil wears Prada" with somebody. Someone. I am desperate enough to even say something. ha. But yeah. I can't. I am hoping for a breather before the attachment starts, but somehow, things just ain't the way I planned it I guess.
I hope I will be in good shape on Monday for the attachment. I really pray that things will turn out right. Not that I would score A for it. But just to make sure that my patients are safe in my hands, no mistakes, slips, errors. (:

So many things that are in my mind, it's saturated once again.